some girls, have everything you've ever dreamed of.
some girls, have the kind of love you'd only see in fairytales.
some girls, dont have a moment to stop and ask themselves if they're lonely.
some girls, have promises of forever.
some girls, dont even have the time to doubt about themselves.
some girls, smile to themselves when they read a text.
some girls, have butterflies in their stomach.

i'll never be that girl.
i'll never be the one you're waiting for.
i'll never be the one who stops doubting.
i'll never get that promise of forever.
i'll never stop smiling when i think of you.
i just killed all the butterflies in my stomach.